What happen .....?

Boley takk . .

Sesapa bagitawu akuu . . .

Apa yang sedang berlakuu ? ?

Recently haty akuu tak tenteram . .

Aku resah . .

Aku gelisah. .

Aku takut . .

Akuu tak tawu knapa . . 

Akuu tak sedap haty . .

Akuu rasa ada sesuatu yang burok sedang berlaku . . .

Aku tak bermaksud nak meragui dya . .

But . . .

Seriously aku tak sedap haty . .

Kenapa ?

I have no answer for that . .

Mungkin akuu terlaluu rindukan dya ?

Mungkin cuma perasaan akuu jaa ?

Mungkin tanggapan akuu jaa ?

Oh Shit ! . . .

Akuu tak tawuu . . .

Damn it !

Please laa . . 

Akuu tanak berprasangka burokk terhadap dya . .

Aku tak boleyy meragui dya . .

Akuu kena percaya dya . .

Aku kena yakin dengan dya . .

Mungkin juga aku yang lemah . .

Tapy . . .

Akuu tetap tak sedap haty . .

Maafkan akuu :'(

I am NOTHING ! ! !

Akuu . . .

Hurmmmmmm . . . 

Recently akuu cedey . . .

Cedey sangat banget . . .

Kadang2 tuu . .

Aku terpikirr . .

Akuu ney siapa ?

Akuu ney apa ?

Akuu ney kat mana ?

Akuu ney BERGUNA kaa ?

Everything that happened recently . . .

It's hurt . .

DAMN HURT !

Kalaw laa aku boley menjerit sekuad haty . . 

Tapy . . 

Akuu pendamm ..

Akuu kehilangan . .

Aku merasakan seolah-olah . .

Akuu kehilangan semuanya . . .

I can feel that I'm not happy as I was before . .

All i feel is only . .

Lonelyness . . .

Sadness . . .

And I'm losing something . .

I just dunno wat it is . . .

Hari hari akuu cume dilinangi air mata . . .

Air mata yang tak pernah berhenti . . .

Akuu merasakan seolah-olah . . .

Akuu tidak berguna di dunia ini . . .

Saket di hati neyy . . .

Cuma Tuhan yang tahu . . 

I dunno what's happening to me. . .

I'm just sad . .

That's it . . .

Just sad :'(

I'm losing everything .. am I ?

Am I ?

Am I losing everything ?

I'm not sure . . .

I dun wanna lose u'guys . . .

U'guys are the BEST ever !

But . . .

I dun really know . . 

What makes me think so . .

Maybe it's kinda funny . . 

But i felt like . . .

U'guys oredy change . . .

Change a lot . . .

Since . .

You two are becoming closer . . 

And closer . . .

I felt like . . .

I'm nothing . .

I'm useless . .

Do I exist ?

No . . No . . No . .

I dun think so . . .

I'm a good for nothing . .

Do I need to break the ice ?

So u'guys can know me again ?

HUH !

Come on guys . . .

Did I do something wrong ?

U'guys not happy with it ?

I'M SORRY then . . .

I dun wanna lose my friends . . .

We've been together since we're 13 . . .

Yeah . . .

I still can have many other friends . . .

But that doesn't mean . . .

I dun wanna be friend with u'guys . . .

Understand me please . . .

It's about FRIENDSHIP . . .

Do u'guys know how's that feel ?

Being abandoned . . .

I bet NO ..

U'guys never know . . .

I felt it . . Juz now . .

And . . .

It hurts me a lot . .

Guys . . .

They say that . .

As long as there is a person . . 

Who loves you . . 

Life isn't a waste . .

So if you lose hope . .

And thought that . . .

Is not worth living . . .

Juz remember I'm here :')

From :: " a good for nothing "